Thursday is the day.

Thursday is the day I get to start a new chapter of my life. Thursday is the day that the ex and the lawsuit are things of the past. Thursday is the day where I can wake up and not feel the stress of having to find a deposit on a closed account’s bank statement… the day that I can wake up and not have to find an emergency email from the lawyers in my inbox… the day that “oops my BIG bad” is just a memory. No more meetings, no more nasty emails, no more arguing. Done, one way or another, whether I win or not.

Wednesday however, is the day I face the ex for the last time. I’m over it… I never in my entire life want to see him again. If I win, all I want to do is cash his checks. If I lose… I get what I want 100%, never ever in contact with this good for nothing BOY again.

No… I’m not bitter. What I want is for this to be over. And finally, yes, the light at the end of the tunnel is shining bright into my eyes.

M and I just got back from a short trip to NM to surprise my dad for his birthday… it was a lot of fun. I had wanted to come back and start eating fresh, organic, healthy diet foods… get in shape… all that stuff I’ve wanted to do, but tracking down two deposits and freelance will consume any free time until after Wednesday. Which brings us back to Thursday being the start of a new chapter of my life…

I am roughly at 6 months into my 23rd year. I still very much hope to achieve all my goals and better my life and self by my next birthday. Now that the huge piece of drama in my life will finally be gone… I have a steady job… M and I are doing better… I feel like I can finally get back on track.

So here’s the plan…

I am going to shift my eating to all fresh foods. Basically, I’d like to cut out frozen dinners, meal bars and anything processed or preserved. I’d like to cook more healthy meals and eat more fresh produce and meats. I saw an article in Woman’s Health that listed 10 foods which make 40 healthy recipes… gonna try it out. I’m going to check out the book “You, an owner’s manual” to understand what vitamins and stuff I need and start taking them daily. Cut out soda and most sweets… and chug water like there’s no tomorrow.

As for working out… and working, I’m going to take another look at my overall budget and bills. What do I need to stay afloat and make ends meet? What does that translate into hours at work? Then I’ll decide on the best work schedule for me… it will likely be leaving at 7am… working til 2:30pm. Then, I’ll work up a workout routing that tackles the main concerns of weight loss and jiggles… and work it around my work schedule… ie, run at 6am… go to work… lift at 9pm… go to bed, etc.

Then I would say the third most important thing to tackle is my emotional self… I’m still a bit of a mess. I need to create more and get back on track with my side blog… I need to be writing and journaling… all that stuff.

I also want to get moving on some ideas. Business and “hobbies” because I’m gonna be stuck in Denver a bit longer than wanted… so I may as well use my mainland time to my advantage and get things rolling.

So that’s the scoop… I’ve been a little MIA and off topic lately. But come Thursday, things will be back on track and I will make things happen!