(sigh)

I’ve been working a lot lately it feels like. Freelance… then the part time job. But honestly, I’m not working enough at the part time job to make it worth the drive out there. I’m thinking about going in earlier anyways, despite the fact that they don’t need me til around 9:30am. This way I can still leave around 1:30 - 2:30 and have worked 6 - 7 hours. I’m just struggling… you know, nothing new. I wish that I could just focus in. That I could work hard… but my head is so lost with trying to figure out what I want… I feel horrible being stuck there. I’m trying to motivate myself with the complete creative freedom I have. And while there’s not a whole lot to do, I can redesign their websites should I deem it necessary… and it is, very necessary.

This morning I bought Mat Kearney on iTunes. I’m really enjoying the album and have been listening to it all day. Something different… I didn’t work out last night. Getting up early in the morning wiped me out. I didn’t get up this morning as well… but I’m going to go tonight and who knows after that.

Not me.